oh!

droplets fell continuously from above, followed by meek sounds of water crashing below.
cold breeze passed me by, blowed my bangs slowly and revealed my longing eyes.

this gaze dropped at the thin glowing screen.

inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale..

breathing.... slowly.

while my mind still hit by many questions and played all those memories back, I can't help but felt so confused,

reality hit me hard, all hails to karma for did its own job with flying colors.

oh.

in facts...

yes. those tingle feelings.. already greeted me.

it's a payback time. my denial words of all the feelings related to our bonds haunted me back.

was it my mistake for late... realization?


a long sigh escaped from this mouth. slightly smoked because of this cold night.


and then the ghost smile passed my lips, as my fingers slowly moves to several directions, followed what my heart felt rather than this twisted mind wanted.



since when..?

you care.

no, i won't die just because of didn't swallow anything in 1 day.
absolutely won't die just because you didn't see me today.


since when..?

i'm overwhelmed.



october 26th 2011 @ 5pm.





#1st drabble. sorry for the grammatical mistake ^^

just had a .... rare conversation with my best friend.
and the conclusion are:

1. awareness
no matter who you are, wherever you stand, whenever you live.. awareness is an obligation.
and before you tell people loudly to raise their awareness of the circumstances around them, you must aware of your own condition. about yourself. have you fully aware of yourself and what you've already done?~

2. willingness
how can you find the worth of some targets without any willingness to reach that?
yes, you have targets because it's worthy for you to reach but the worth of those targets is your own willingness, with oh-so-effing-efforts in it.


and i'm lack of those things.
what kind of human i'm transformed into in these few months?
feel nothing. do less.
empty. oh yes, helplessly being the void ones.

#blank

chaa~! new year, new post :)

-already sat down on internet cafe. hihi

I want to review this auch-so-thrilling J-dorama. One of my favorite J-doramas ever ;)

(important notes: I post it with much helps from mr. wiki, ms. photobucket and other sources)


Title : Bloody Monday (Season 1)
Genre : action, suspense
Episodes : 11
Rating : 11,4 (in Kanto)
aired on TBS at 2008-Oct-11 to 2008-Dec-20 (but I watched it at DVD's :P)
Theme song: Over the rain ~Hikari no Hashi~ by flumpool

the story is about a multi-talented high school student named Fujimaru Takagi (Miura Haruma) who has 'another' job as an outstanding and genius hacker in Japan with codename 'Falcon' . His life totally changed over when he was recruited by organization named THIRD-i (codename of Japan's Public Safety Special Third) 2 years after a biological terrorist attacked small in Russia and this plan known as "Bloody Monday". THIRD-i believe terrorist will do the same thing in Tokyo and need Fujimaru's ability as a hacker to find the truth about that plan and unravel the organization's plot.

This dorama itself was taken from a Japanese manga entitled "Bloody Monday" written by Ryuumon Ryou and illustrated by Megumi Kouji.








Cast (only several characters) :

Miura Haruma as Takagi Fujimaru (Falcon)
Sato Takeru as Kujo Otoya
Kawashima Umika as Takagi Haruka

Tanaka Tetsushi as Takagi Ryonosuke
Matsushige Yutaka as Kano Ikuma
Katase Nana as Hosho Sayuri
Ashina Sei as Minami Kaoru
Yoshizawa Hisashi as Kirishima Goro
Nakahara Take as Sonoma Takao
Kubota Masashi as Kudo Akira
Anan Atsuko as Sawakita Miki
Kudo Shunsaku as Okita Koichi
Harada Kana as Nakagawa Saori
Saito Ayumu as Kamata Junichiro


Narimiya Hiroki as J (Kanzaki Jun)
Kichise Michiko as Orihara Maya
Yamaguchi Ryuto as Bluebird (Ando Ken)
Shimada Kyusaku as Kamishima Shimon


Fujii Mina as Asada Aoi
Tokunaga Eri as Anzai Mako
Hisano Masahiro as Tachikawa Hide


Ryu Raita as Kujo Akihito (Minister of Justice)
Hamada Akira as Yasuoka Keitaro (Chief Cabinet Secretary)
Nakane Toruas Osugi Kenichi (PSIA Chief Director)
Kokubo Jojias Ikeda Katsuhiko (Chief of Detectives)
Hotaru Yukijiro as Detective Funaki
Ozaki Usoh as Detective Iba

and the season 2 of this dorama is ready to released too in Japan at January 23rd 2010 and -can't wait too watch it!-



If you think you're addicted to J-dorama and seek for different genre (not a fluffy-angsty-dorama), you should watch this dorama ! not bad and cool enough to be compared with another action movie from Hollywood . XDDD

*and I think, Haruma Miura is reallllllyyyy cool, careless but intoxicating being a character in here. chaa~! X)*



important notice : If you already watched this dorama, please drop your comments here ;)

hey yaa world!
finally, I have new blog (again) . from some of my blogs, this is the most unique ones :>

oh God, I'm so hungry . yes, I'm fasting now, as same as the other Moslems in the world ^^
I hope, I could spend my breakfasting with 3 of my bestfriends this evening :)

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